Stuff: So, my first Tenchi fanfic... How do you like it everyone? I wrote some Sailor Moon fanfics and this one just fleshed out one evening and I wrote it down in an hour or something. One more thing: I haven't seen the OVAs yet, only Tenchi Universe (sadly the dub) and a few eps of Tenchi in Tokyo. The characters aren't mine. The plot of this story is. :p Ramblings In The Night by The Ghost of 'lectricity I can't believe it. Everything was going so well for me, my bright future, almost in my grasp. And then... I get stuck with her. It's all I can think of tonight. Her. I was top of the academy, all the tutors assured me I would soon reach senior officer lever. Everyone congratulated me at the graduation ceremony. That was when I first saw her. I was sliming up the principal's butt when someone knocked over the table next to him. His Sunday wear was totally ruined and he was fuming with anger. A girl knocked the table over, like me she was wearing a cadet uniform with the festive ribbon over her chest. She was excusing herself profusely and laughing nervously. I don't think she even knew whom she was talking to. It was hilarious, I really thought it served him right, he was a real asshole all the years. It was strange though. The principal just excused himself then left. Before she left she looked at me and there was something like recognition in her features and reaction. But that wasn't unusual, I think the whole academy knew me. The celebration itself was another step towards the bright future for me. But it was tainted. All congrats I got from my classmates were cold and at most halfhearted. I didn't go to the party afterward, I went to my quarters on the academy grounds and slept off my champagne tipsiness. I glimpsed the girl at the celebration from the corner of my eyes a few more times. She had a striking appearance and she seemed joyfully loud. I caught myself thinking (like I do more and more every day) that she was quite beautiful. She had glorious blonde hair, that you just couldn't take your eyes off and the most perfect figure I've always wanted. But her most beautiful feature I didn't notice until about a week later when I met her the second time. It was her eyes. They were big and blue and I thought I was looking into the eyes of a child. They were shining and full of anticipation. And there always seemed to be a smile plastered on her face. I was glad when we were assigned together. We didn't know each other directly, we haven't spoken a word at the celebration. I was glad it wasn't any of my classmates because I always had the feeling they were thinking ill of me. I never had any friends in the academy. After the official part we went for a coffee together to get to know each other. We talked about this and that and I liked her. I more than liked her. I thought that she would be the one true friend that was given to me. I hadn't had anyone to talk to like this since childhood. When I grew up I somehow couldn't make any friends any more. But she was so open, honest and innocent. Later I learned that the graduation ceremony wasn't as joyous for her as I thought. She didn't have any real friends either. She was the granddaughter of a high police officer and she passed all the tests no matter what she wrote. But she had always tried her best. She crammed long into the night, really tried hard, forgot everything the day before the test but still passed it. She said I was her role model in her academy days even though we never met. She was really happy when we were assigned together and I noticed she tried to make a good impression on me. Then the work began. Somehow she always managed to make all the wrong things. At first I thought she was doing it intentionally. I got used to shouting and screaming at her, every day, again and again. But she still gave me that beautiful smile and that smiling look every time she looked at me. Every time she cried because of me I promised myself I would try to be nicer to her. But I never seemed to be able to keep the promise. Here I am now, in the middle of the night, on this backwater planet, assigned for arbitrary jobs, no chance of promotion. But in the middle of the night I don't care for that. This is my time of truth. For the first few months I used to file petitions for a new partner every week. I stopped shortly after we got here. It's cramped in this apartment and we're broke all the time. The two of us have to share the same futon. Yes, we could've pawned something else, but when I proposed the futon she didn't refuse. Every night she's snuggling up to me and breathing in my ear. My bright future, I don't want to hear any of it. Too bad she can't sleep with her eyes open, I would've liked to watch them now. What, did my wish come true? "Kiyone?" she asks with a sleepy voice. "Shh," I tell her, "go back to sleep." I too lower my head back down and close my eyes. Her arms encircle me and she presses her body up to mine. Peace fills my mind again and I begin drifting off to sleep. "I love you." So it has finally been said. Although I can't tell if she said it or me. It soothes me. Maybe everything will change in the morning, maybe this was just a dream and it everything will stay the same. I don't know but I'm not scared. End *** Peter The Ghost of 'lectricity lectricity@email.si http://feather.dhs.org/chibinhotaru/ - The ChibiUsa and Hotaru Anthology December 30th, 2000.