Chaos- Chapter 2 " I like to watch you sleep at night, To hear you breathe, By my side And although sleep leaves me behind, There's nowhere i'd rather be." - Dido, No Angel Disclaimer: (Forgot this on the first chapter!!) I do not own Tenchi Muyo or any of the characters related to the story. Also, I don't own the lyrics to 'All You Want' by Dido. ********************************************************** Ryoko floated over Tenchi, watching him while he slept. She had broken this habit up until a few days ago, when she had recieved the news that Kagato was still alive. She watched the sun as it crept over the horizion and flooded onto Tenchi's face through his window. Ryoko knew that Tenchi would probably be angry with her if he knew she was watching him sleep, so she teleported to the rafters where she lay down and fell into instant slumber. Aeka woke up to the sun beating down on her face. Her eyes fluttered open as she remembered the events of the past weekend. She knew it would be another day of worries, another day of not knowing when or how Kagato was going to attack. It had been three days since he first attacked, Aeka was beginning to wonder if the whole thing wasn't just a plead for attention from Ryoko. She looked over at her little sister, Sasami, still sleeping peacefully. Aeka decided to let her stay that way and carefully tiptoed her way across the room and opened the door as quietly as she could. Tenchi felt a presence in his room, but as he awoke it faded away. He shook his head as he sat up; he had had the strangest dream last night. He decided not to let it bother him as he dressed and made his way out into the hallway; his final destination the kitchen. But as he was walking down the hall, still trying to wake up, he bumped into Aeka. He blushed as he scratched the back of his head. "I'm sorry Lady Aeka, I guess I wasn't watching where I was going." Tenchi gave her a warm smile. "That's quite alright Lord Tenchi." She said returning the smile and also blushing. Meanwhile Ryoko was having a very strange dream- or rather a nightmare. She was in complete darkness, she couldn't tell wether she was on solid ground or if she was falling. All she could see was a very faint figure of a woman. Ryoko had never seen her anywhere before that she could remember. The woman had brown hair and piercing eyes; she looked pure evil. The woman was saying something, but there was no sound. Ryoko was jolted out of her dream by the sound of a door slamming and footsteps coming down the stairs. She opened her eyes and saw a blurry picture of Tenchi and Aeka walking together; the sight of Tenchi smiling and blushing at Aeka made her heart ache. She loved Tenchi more than words could express, but she had seen the way he looked at Aeka. She shut her emotions away and teleported to the table. The meal began and ended in silence, which was broken only when Nobyuki stood up , saying he had an announcement to make. Tenchi knew what the announcement was about; the trip to the hot springs that they took every year. He ignored his fathersannouncement, thinking about what the trip had been like last year. He also feared the fact that Kagato could attack while they were on vacation. He shut his worries out of his mind and began to help clear the table. The rest of the day was pretty hectic with everyone packing and getting ready to go. Finally at 6 p.m. sharp they were all in the car with all of the luggage in one of Washu's portals. Nobyuki drove and Washu sat in front with him, Tenchi sat in the middle of Aeka and Ryoko and Sasami and Ryo-ohki sat in back along with Kione and Mihoshi. About 2 hours into the trip Aeka put her head on Tenchi's shoulder and fell asleep. Ryoko almost cried when she saw Tenchi smile down at Aeka. She scooted twoards the window and away from Tenchi. She hid her face so that no one could tell she was upset, but Washu felt the sudden surge of sadness through her mental link with Ryoko. Washu looked at her daughter, and then to Tenchi and Aeka. In that moment she wanted to kill Tenchi for causing Ryoko so much mental anguish. But a voice somewhere in her head stopped her saying that he was causing Ryoko no more pain than Washu had in the past and was at the moment. Washu sighed at this, knowing it was true. 'What Ryoko needs right now is a mother." the voice echoed. 'I dont know how to be a mother!' Washu yelled mentally, but the voice was gone. Tenchi smiled down at Aeka who was sleeping peacefully on his shoulder. She was like the sister that he never had. In a sudden instance though, he felt a pang of guilt. He looked around the car, his gaze finally resting on Ryoko, who wasn't facing him. He put his hand on her shoulder, and once again she pulled away, muttering 'leave me alone' under her breath. He realized that she had been through a lot lately, but it just wasn't like her to push him away like this. But as he thought about it, he realized that he was the one who usually did the pushing away; whenever Ryoko tried to get close to him, he yelled at her or literally shoved her away. The more he thought about it, the more it bothered him until he finally lifted Aeka's head from his shoulder, bieng careful not to wake her, and placed her sleeping form against the window. Finally they arrived at the hotsprings. Few words were spoken except for the small talk between Nobyuki, Katsuhito, and the hotspring's owner. Ryoko didn't try anything with Tenchi, and there were no fights. The silence was erie as everyone grabbed their luggage and headed to their seperate rooms. For once, everything was peaceful. Washu, however was not at peace. There was a war going on inside her head debating on wether to go talk to Ryoko or not. To make matters worse, the voice in her mind was back again, louder and clearer this time. 'She needs a mother.' The words seemed to pulsate through her veins, carrying the thought throughout her body and to her heart. Finally, the voice won. Washu dragged her feet as she walked to her daughters room, thinking of what she should say and how she should persent herself. She decided her adult form would be best to avoid the topic of being 'too young' to be Ryoko's mom. As she was switching forms she bumped into Tenchi, who was suprised and startled to see Washu as an adult, and heading twoards Ryoko's room, the same place he was headed for. Washu plastered a smile on her face. "Oh, hello Tenchi." she muttered sounding depressed. 'Damnit now he is suspicious' she thought as she grimaced at her voice. Tenchi tried to smile back at her, but something stopped him. His smile was half-hearted and fake, and made him look tired. " Hello Washu." He replied, not even bothering to correct himself. They both made their way for Ryoko's door, running into eachother in the process. Tenchi scratched the back of his head and said that Washu should go first, since she was Ryoko's mother. Washu took a deep breath and rapped her knuckles on the door lightly. "Who is it?" She heard Ryoko snap, trying to sound angry but the sadness evident in her voice. "It's me, Washu." There was a few moments silence as Ryoko debated on wether to let her come in. "What do you want?" She asked sadly, wanting to be left alone. "I need to talk to you." Another moments silence as Ryoko debated wether she had done something wrong. "Alright, come in." 'Getting into her room was easier than I expected' Washu thought to herself as she sat down beside Ryoko on her bed. She sighed, this was harder than she expected. Her daughter's face was hidden in shadow, but she could tell Ryoko had been crying. She wanted to comfort her, to protect her, to tell her that everything was going to be alright. Washu finally spoke up, her voice melancholy. " I'm sorry, little Ryoko." Silence was Ryoko's only response. "I'm sorry for letting Kagato take you. I'm sorry for not bieng the mother that you needed, when you needed me," Her voice began to crack as she continued on. "I'm sorry for not protecting you against the world, and I'm sorry for treating you like a creation, because that is not what you are to me, Ryoko. You are my daughter, and no matter how much you may hate me, I will always love you." By this time Washu was crying. "I don't hate you." Ryoko whispered. Ryoko's mind flashed back to a memory from long ago, when she was only Twelve. ::Flashback:: Washu sat across from Ryoko, a birthday cake inbetween them. "Now make a wish and blow out the candles." Washu said as she smiled at her daughter. Kagato then walked into the room. "Really Washu, I don't see why you are giving a birthday party to a machine." Washu's eyes shone with hate as she stood up and walked to Kagato. She struck him across the face, making his lip bleed. "Don't EVER call my daughter a machine," She uttered, her words dripping with loathe. "She is, and will always be, my daughter." "Bitch." He spat out as he stormed out of the room. Washu then proceeded to walk back over to Ryoko, and grabbed her face firmly in her hands. " You are my daughter, and I love you, you must promise me that you will never forget that." Ryoko nodded in response and Washu smiled, sitting back down to enjoy a birthday dinner with her daughter. ::End Flashback:: "I don't hate you, mom," Ryoko said it louder this time, and embraced her mother in a hug."and I didn't forget." Washu hugged her daughter tightly, also remembering Ryoko's twelfth birthday. "I love you, little Ryoko." " I love you too, mom." Washu sat with her daughter for a few minutes and then remembered that Tenchi was still waiting out in the hall. She quickly got up explaining to Ryoko that Tenchi also needed to talk to her. Ryoko's heart fell. She had a feeling she knew what he was going to say to her, and it wasn't something she wanted to hear. Tenchi walked in, looking nervous, and sat beside her on the bed, much like Washu had earlier. He took a few deep breaths, as if preparing himself for something, but just as he was about to say something, Ryoko interrupted him. "I think I already know what you're going to say, Tenchi." " Oh, really?" Tenchi looked suprised. " How do you know?" Tears began to form in Ryoko's eyes. "Tenchi, I want you to know that no matter who you choose, I will always love you." Ryoko then broke down crying, and buried her face in Tenchi's shoulder. 'She thinks....' Tenchi's eyes went wide with shock and he hugged Ryoko tightly, trying to calm her and to make her stop crying. Ryoko tensed as Tenchi hugged her. 'Why is he making this so hard on me?' She screamed mentally. After Ryoko stopped crying Tenchi pushed her slowly out of his arms so that he could look into her eyes. Ryoko braced herself for what he was about to say. "Ryoko, I...." Tenchi stopped in mid-sentence, hesitating. " I love you, Ryoko." Ryoko was shocked by this, and sat frozen for what seemed like eternity to Tenchi. " I love you too, my Tenchi." Tenchi embraced Ryoko in a gentle hug followed by a kiss. He then took Ryoko's face in his hands, a serious expression in his eyes. "Promise me you wont tell Aeka or anyone else?" Tenchi questioned her. "Can I tell Washu...... I mean mom?" It suprised Tenchi that Ryoko was actually calling Washu her mom. "I guess so, just make sure that she doesn't tell anyone, ok?" Ryoko nodded in response, and quickly jumped up off of the bed. Tenchi looked at her, puzzled. "Ok then. First i'm gonna go tell mom, and then..." She leaned closer to Tenchi's face. "I'll see you in the hotsprings." Ryoko gave him a wink as she teleported away, leaving Tenchi staring dazedly at the spot where she had been standing. ********************************************************************* Questions, comments, RESPONSE OF ANY KIND!!!!!!!!! Send 'em to: Ryuki07@aol.com AN: I am sorry this chapter took so long, I am a seventh grader with tons of homework plus afterschool activities, so sue me (j/k plz dont I have no money)