Disclaimer: I do not own Tenchi Muyo! Or any of it's characters. The script is mine and is totally original. Aekanaru is my creation, so don't steal her from me. All other characters belong to AIC and Pioneer. And I'm not making money off of this fic. Ki o Tsukete I stand in Wasyuu's lab, overlooking everything. For some reason,everything in that lab of Wasyuu's reminded me of my lost love. Slowly I made my way out of the lab, waving to Wasyuu as I closed the door behind me. I now stood in the main room of the house. Looking around at the area that would have usually been inhabited by her presence. It was so strange not having her around... everything just seemed so dull and boring. All of the other girls who would usually complain about her all the time were always so mellow and quiet now. Even Sasami doesn't seem as cheery as she usually is. Sasami's usually the optimistic one. Shaking my head I made my way out of the room...it was bringing up too much disturbing memories. I walked outside, then decided to maybe go get some field work done. As I made my way there, I looked around at the scenery. Even though I wasn't really anywhere near I would usually see my love, I could see her beautiful eyes looking at me lovingly. I could always see the love there... then why did I toy with her and her rival for so long? I regret I ever did that...not only did I hurt the one I loved, but I also hurt one of my best friends. Her loving touch was something that I would never forget. No matter how much time will pass after her death...her touch is one of the things I will remember the most. I will always remember her period. She was unforgettable. And she has shown me more care and respect than anyone I have ever met. I think...I think I fell in love with her when I first saw her... I quietly tip-toed through the large chamber that Sasami said was the room of her older sister. I looked around, wishing to fulfill my mission so I could get off of this ship and go back home. Then, I spotted a bed not too far off, and made out a slender figure under the covers. I couldn't see much of her facial features from where I was, but she had beautiful purple hair. So, quietly, slowly, and cautiously, I made my way towards the large bed...which looked big enough to fit maybe two couples. I looked at the maiden's sleeping face...she was beautiful. Her features looked so soft, caring, and sad...I then looked at the tiara I was supposed to retrieve for Sasami. That's when I spotted the sword that I had found in that cave near the shrine...where the demon, Ryouko once lived. Gently, I grasped the sword and tried to wrench it from her grip. Surprisngly it was a pretty good grip. I held myself over her body in a rather sexual position as I continued to try and pull the sword from her hands. She then awakened, and nearly screamed at my presence. Kicking me off of her after I covered her mouth, she sent two flying logs after me. That was ten years ago though...when she was alive and well. She was healthy, and maybe a bit optimistic, probably where Sasami had some of her personality from. The carrot field was just ahead of me...sometimes my love would bring me a lunch and sit there with me until I finished. At first it was Sasami who was preparing my lunches, but after about six months, she began making them for me. To my surprise, the meals were great. Not only because she was there beside me all the time, but because the food truly was good. Those last few months of her life that we spent together were some of the best of my life. Am I cursed? To forever be alone...? Is every woman I fall in love with supposed to die or leave me? I asked myself as I sat on my usual stone next to the carrot field. I looked up at the sky...A tear rolled down my cheek. "Kimi..." That was what I called her....It was a traditional Japanese thing we used to do all the time. I would usually call her by the nickname I thought up for her after she thought up of a nickname for me...but at certain times she would call me "anata" and I would call her "kimi". Her voice was so soft, sweet...and whenever she sung karaoke when she wasn't drunk...she was great. She had the voice of an angel.. Maybe no one else thought so, but I thought so. I thought I had heard her voice say "anata" from behind my as a gust of wind blew by, so I turned around quickly........but she wasn't there. Sighing heavily, I stood up off the rock and I got back to my work. Thoughts of "why me? Why her? Why us?" continuously ran through my mind. After the usual day of work, I strapped the basket of carrots to my back and walked home as the sun set. Sometimes she would help ease off some of the weight on my back by carrying a little of the basket herself. I smiled to myself as I remembered it, feeling the load on my back ease off. I turned my head, hoping to see my beloved's face, but it was only Ryo-Ohki...Yet I smiled, not wanting to hurt the cabbit's feelings, not wanting her to see my grief. Later that night, I sat in my room......alone. Everyone else had turned in already, I was the only one awake. I stood up and quietly walked out of my room, past the main room, then out onto the little dock just outside. I sat down and looked over the lake. The moon reflected off the surface of the glassy water. "Kimi mo Tsuki..." I whispered, a tear rolling down my cheek for the second time that day. "Watashi mo Tsuki..." I whispered again as I wiped the tear away. "Tsuki no kekkon-shiki..." I whispered last. I had always told her that...said that the moon was hers...mine...and that the moon was the wedding ceremony that we would one day have. Sadly...she had left me before that dream could be fully fulfilled. This moon...we shared many thoughts beneath its gentle silver glow. Many times we had simply sat there, talking about rubbish...about our dreams...about lost loved ones...about many things. We confided in each other more and more with each passing night. Then finally...the night of when I told her my feelings for her...on that day two years ago... The moon was beautiful....as it always was whenever it was full. The gentle silver glow outlined her perfectly shaped body. Her breasts weren't too big, her hands were soft looking and were warm to hold, her eyes were a little on the big side, but their color was beautiful...her skin wasn't too pale, but wasn' too tanned either. It was a perfect, creamy peach color...which all of that was topped off by her beautiful violet tresses. "Ai...ai shi'teru...." "Ai shi'teru no...watakushi itsumo desu..." I had told her after much hesitation...then slowly...I leaned forward as she closed her eyes and leaned foward as well. Gently, I pressed my lips to hers, and she pressed hers to mine. The kiss was soft, short, yet the best thing I had ever felt. That night...we returned to bed together...hand in hand, and we awoke the next morning, side by side and in each other's arms. I will no longer be able to experience love and closeness with her...For she is no longer here, and I only have myself to blame. Only for two years were together. Two damn years! And how long had I known her before then?? Only eight years. It's my fault for waiting so long...I had all that time to tell her, yet I played around as if this were some kind of game, enjoyed the bickering over me when I didn't even think about their feelings. I was such a stupid and selfish person back then... It's my fault she's gone, and I would take my own life now just to be with her...but I can't. She would never want me to blame myself for her death...and there were other reasons she would want me to kill myself. I looked down and noticed that I had activated Tenchi-ken. I deactivated it then returned it to where I had picked it up from. I lay down on my bed and stared out the window. She was still on my mind. I was only seventeen when we met...she...eighteen...it's been ten years now, and I'm nearly thirty years old..in three years exactly I'll be thirty, and I will stay single for the devotion I show to my love. She may want me to move on, but if I can't join her...I won't ever find someone else...I can never find someone else...She was perfect in nearly every aspect and no one can replace the love she gave me. How long was it since her death again? It's already been six months I think... Her last words are still fresh in my mind...her last words to me...I will never forget them. How could I forget them? Why would I want to? "Ki o tsukete...Ten-chan..." with that, she smiled weakly, almost as if she were telling me that everything was going to be alright. "Ki o tsukete..." I whispered back to her as he body went limp. Even though she was already gone, I held her body in my arms, crying as Wasyuu excused everyone out of her lab, including herself to leave me alone with my love. I put my mouth to her ear to whisper to her...I knew in spirit she would hear me even if I hadn't said it to her body, but it only felt right to use the direct link to her spirit. "Ai shi'teru Ae-chan...Ki o tsukete...Ai shi'teru kimi ima ya itsumo.." I then kissed her cheek, her skin was already getting cold. Not letting my disrespectful tears fall onto her body, I hugged her again and slowly walked out of the lab, my head bowed. I have to live in the present now...her memory will never fade...and the beautiful princess will forever live in my heart...Sasami's...and everyone's. As the sun rose over the large hill behind the Masaki Shrine, I awoke from my dream...no...meomory of her death. I should visit her grave...along with my mother's grave. They were buried near each other, for they were the only women I held so close to my heart...and I had lost them both... The Masaki men seemed to be cursed when it came to true love...Jii-chan lost o-basama Itsuki when o-kasan was only a little girl...oyaji had lost o-kasan Achika when I was a little boy...and now...I had lost Ae-chan... I continued to look at the graves, crying as my tears fell upon the child in my arms. She reached up for my face, gently patting my cheek. She could speak a little.. "Papa?" Looking down at her, I smiled weakly as I continued to hold her, but allowed her to look at the graves. "What that?" she asked, pointing to the grave stone marked with the kanji "Aeka" on it. I cried a little more as she asked this...then looking away from the child, I looked at the grave stone. "That's...your mother..." I said, tears flowing more down my cheeks. She looked at me, then back at the grave stone. I walked to the grave and knelt next to it, still holding my child in my arms. She reached out and gently touched the stone. "Hi mama..." she quietly said, almost as if she had known that her mother was there... I couldn't help myself, and cried a little more as I watched my daughter. She gave the stone a light hug, then I stood up and looked at her. "Aekanaru-chan...I want you to learn a phrase...." "Nan?" she asked as she blinked her large crimson eyes, looking up at me. They were the exact same as her mother's.. "Ki o tsukete..." I whispered to her...and I would whisper it to her until she learned it. As I looked at her, her expression was only innocent and curious. I kissed her forehead, then looked back at Aeka's grave, smiling weakly as I saw the faint image of her spirit sitting there, watching me and our daughter...I hugged Aekanaru close to me, I made sure that she could see the stone Aeka's name was engraved upon. She began to wildly tap my back, screaming, "Papa! Mama!" I knew she could see Aeka...I could see Ryouko's ghostly figure when I was a baby. Aekanaru was now one and half..thanks to Wasyuu...she knew a little speech. I gently nuzzled my cheek against Aekanaru, still crying. "I know...and remember that she will always be there for you...." My love will never die...and I will raise Aekanaru the way Aeka and I promised we would raise her together...at birth...Aekanaru's name was just "naru",but after Aeka's death...I had added "Aeka" to "naru"...in honor of Aeka... One day..when Aekanaru's old enough...I will tell her about her wonderful mother, and how she lived as first crowned princess of a planet called Jurai,and how she gave up her royal status just to be with me...Hopefully...Aekanaru will grow up one day to be just like her mother...and hopefully...she won't make any of the mistakes that I had made in my life. "Ki o tsukete...Ae-chan..." I whispered, looking up at the sky. "Ki o tsukete...Ten-chan...Naru-chan..." I heard her voice in the breeze... Aekanaru began to tap me. "Mama! Mama!" she had exclaimed happily. I smiled, and patted Aekanaru's back. "I know...it's your mother..." Author's Notes: I used a few Japanese words in here...and I thought maybe I would translate them. Ki o tsukete = "Take Care" Kimi = an intimate version of "you" Anata = "you" Kimi mo Tsuki = "your moon" Watashi mo Tsuki = "my moon" Tsuki no kekkon-shiki = "moon of the wedding ceremony" Ai shi'teru = "I love you" Ai shi'teru no = "I love you too" Ai shi'teru no watakushi itsumo desu = "I love you too..I always have" Ai shi'teru Ae-chan...Ki o tsukete...Ai shi'teru kimi ima ya itsumo.. = "I love you Ae-chan...take care... I love you now and forever" Jii-chan ="grandpa" Oyaji = "father" O-kasama = "mother" O-basama = "grandmother" That's about all the words I used in this story. Well, now that I have the translations down, questions and comments are welcomed about the story. Please send them to : aekanojuraii@aol.com You can send flames, but I'll just probably ignore them. I would gladly explain my inspiration for this story, but you have to email me and ask first. I am also writing a "Trials of the Heart" series...just for your information.