No Need for Tears Out in the distance, out in the rain, I stood there thinking about what I had just done. Standing out in the rain, all alone, I had nowhere to go. I had walked away from it. I don't know why, but I had. Why did I ruin my life? I just don't know. My life was great. I can't understand. I had walked away from the one I had truly loved. I don't know why, but I did. My name is Tenchi Masaki. I don't know why I did this to my life. Now, look at me, I'm pitiful, standing out in the rain. I don't even know where I am going, much less, do I care. My name is Tenchi and this is my story: It all started a while back. You probably won't believe me, but anyways, I lived with this bunch of girls. They, he, he, came from space. I loved all of them. They were my family. My mom had died when I was young. My dad worked many hours, even in the snow. My grandfather, well he worked at the shrine near my house. My home was where my family was. I had spent most of my time with these wonderful girls. Anyways, sorry about all that, my story begins after I came back from the Jurai palace. Everyone came back as well. The one I loved, I won't say her name, had come back also. I had not felt that way about her then. Later, during summer vacation, after school had ended, I had to work for my grandfather at the shrine. Occasionally, I had time to spend with my favorite group. One day I woke up very early in the morning and I walked down the steps to the living room. I smelled something good in the air. I guessed that Sasami was cooking. I looked in the kitchen to find Sasami cooking, just as I guessed. Sasami was one of the best cooks I have ever seen. Heck, she might even be the greatest cook ever and I'm not lying. I walked over to her and asked, "What are you cooking today, Sasami?" Startled, Sasami had accidentally cut her thumb a little with the knife. I ran over, found a cloth, and covered her sore. "Thanks, Tenchi," she said, "Oh today I'm making American style ham and eggs. I was cutting the ham when you came in." I smelled the air again, and man, it smelled good. I will miss Sasami's cooking. I walked over to the couch and sat down. I looked at the clock and it said the time was five o' clock in the morning. I was thinking to myself, "How did Sasami wake up so early. I walked over to Sasami again and asked, "Why did you get up so early?" She said, "Oh, I have never made these before so I know I will mess up. I decided to start early so that by the time everyone is ready for breakfast, it will be ready." I was rather stunned by Sasami's logic and I just said, "Ok," and sat back down in the living room. Suddenly, my true love came down the steps. She saw me sitting on the couch and said to me, "Lord Tenchi, nice to see you today. I see you woke up early today as well as Sasami." I turned around and looked at her eyes and said, "Oh, good morning," then I said her name, "How did you sleep?" She answered back quickly, "Good, I slept good today, Tenchi, thank you." I just looked into her eyes. They were so beautiful. They were big red eyes. It must have been a fetish, but her skin was so soft too. She leaned close to me as we sat next to each other on the couch. At this point, I still did not feel the way I feel for her now. Kiyone and Mihoshi, the two space-police women that lived in my house, came down the steps. I turned to look at them and saw them in their police suits. "Where are you going," I asked. Mihoshi heard me and said, "We gotta go on patrol around the moon today." I looked down to see where my true love was, but she had got up and left. "That's good," I said looking back up to Mihoshi, "see you two later." Kiyone looked over to Mihoshi, who was trying to get her boot on, and said, "Hurry up, Mihoshi! Oh, and, uh, don't worry we'll be back, Tenchi, just in time for breakfast if Sasami is ready by 6 o'clock. See you then, Tenchi." I decided to go see where my true love had gone. I walked up the stairs to the second floor where I heard the loudest snoring possible. I looked into the room that I heard it coming from and sure enough, it was Ryoko. Ryoko was a space pirate demon person. I walked over to my true love's room and did not see her in there. I walked down to the living room again. Just as I sat down, I had to go to the bathroom. I walked over to the bathroom and opened the door. My true love was inside. She did not notice me because she was taking a bath. I decided to use the bathroom that was on the second floor, but then she noticed me. Her eyes became wide and she covered herself. "I will leave you alone, bye now." That's what I said, but then she said, "No, Tenchi stay inside with me awhile. I was somewhat stunned and didn't know what to do. I didn't look at her. She saw me and said, "What's wrong Lord Tenchi." I closed my eyes and turned my head toward her. I opened my eyes. I looked straight into her eyes. We sat there for a while just looking at each other. I decided to say something, "So, uh, how are things going," then I said her name. She replied like always, "I am fine Lord Tenchi. And you?" I replied like always, "I'm also fine, thank you." I closed my eyes and thought for a second how beautiful she was. She had her purple hair tied up in a ponytail without any jewelry or head dresses like she usually wore, even in her sleep. She started to cry, for no specific reason. I asked, "What's the matter?" She didn’t say anything for a while than she said, "Nothing is wrong Lord Tenchi. I…I…it's just that I…", she bit her lip, "I love you Lord Tenchi. I always have and I always will." She burst out in tears. I didn't know what to do. I thought, "I can't hold her, she's naked, I can't get close to her." Suddenly, something went off up in my head: I was in love with her. I couldn't believe it. I got closer to her and held her head up. I looked her straight in the eyes and said, "I love you too," then I said her name. We kissed for the longest time. After what seemed like forever, we stopped and looked each other in the eyes. We both just realized what we had just done and I ran out the door. I walked over to the couch and sat down as if nothing had happened. I looked at the clock and it was 6:01. I looked outside and sure enough, Kiyone and Mihoshi were walking up to the door. I went and checked on Sasami. The trashcan was filled with burnt meat. Sasami turned around and said, "I have made the perfect ham and eggs ever. After trial and error and trial and error and trial and error, I have finally made it perfect." I smelled the air. It smelled like nothing I had ever smelled before. It was good. I helped Sasami set the table. Later, about when everything was ready and had been served, I decided to go get everyone. I walked up the stairs to go get Ryoko out of bed. I found her still snoring. I couldn't even wake her up. My dad, Noboyuki, was in the room next to Ryoko's room and I went in to get him. He was in his bed, but he wasn't sleeping. He saw me and said, "I am about to go insane! That snoring has kept me up since two in the morning!" He started breathing heavily. He got up out of bed and said, "I'm getting to old for this." He slowly walked down the stairs and sat down at the table. Everyone was at the table now except for Ryoko, Washu, and my true love. Washu is a scientific genius. She made my closet into her lab. Anyways, I figured that Ryoko was hopeless so I went to go get my true love. I walked into the bathroom again, except this time my true love was getting dressed. She turned around and I saw her open chest. I looked up at the ceiling and pretended not to see her naked. I was about to walk away, but she pulled me in. She hugged me. She started to cry and said, "I've never felt this way for anyone in my whole life, Lord Tenchi." I looked at her and kissed her. I quickly helped her get totally dressed. We walked out of the bathroom and walked separate ways as if we had not even said anything to each other. I walked through the kitchen into the dining room where as my true love walked through the hall through the living room to get to where we were to eat. Washu was at the table now. I guessed that Mihoshi had got her. My true love and I came in about the same time and both sat down across the table from each other. We started to eat the delicious food that Sasami had made for us. It was great. Ham and eggs American style was good, yet filling. I sat down on the couch after I finished my ham and eggs. My true love sat next to me on the couch. She leaned on my shoulder. We watched television for a while. Afterwards, I walked up to my room with my true love. We did everything together. The one physical trait that I loved about her was her skin. It was so soft. I loved kissing her. My love gave me a pendant that had the Jurain symbol on it. I put it in my pocket and promised her that I would always keep it with me. Soon it was lunchtime and Sasami had made the usual. Some soup, that tasted even better every time I had it. My true love and I spent the whole evening together in my room. That was the best day of my life. I loved her kiss. I could never get over it. About 5 hours after lunch, Ryoko woke up and came down for dinner. My true love and I sat next to each other and held hands through the meal. Ryoko was wondering about something, I could tell. Well, after lunch I walked back to my room with my true love. Ryoko came in one time and we acted like nothing was happening. I think that trying to hide our love for each other made Ryoko mad. Later that night, I woke up. I felt my love's body next to me. I kissed her. Then I went down to get a drink of water. I heard something coming from Ryoko's room. I peeked in. Ryoko was mumbling to herself. She must have been having a dream. She said, "No, why did you pick", then she said my true love's name, "I love you Tenchi. I'm gonna kill myself. Please, why don't you care for me." I closed the door softly. I walked toward Kiyone's room and then down the steps. I got a drink of water. I came back up the steps and into my room. I packed up my stuff and belongings that I felt important to me. I felt the pendant that my love had given me, in my pocket. I took it out and looked at it. I put it back in my pocket and returned to packing my stuff up. I kissed my love once more and then I ran away. I jumped on my bicycle and rode off. I got to the road. Then I hitched a ride to the train station. I jumped into the train that took me to Tokyo. When I got in the train, I took a seat next to a couple. They got off at Tokyo. The man asked me to take a picture of them. I did this, but accidentally I had taken two pictures. Both pictures came out of the camera. The man said, "No problem," and gave me one of the pictures. I put it in my pocket next to the pendant, a picture of my family, a picture of my mother, and a picture of my true love. I took a bus to the sea port and got off by a shop. The shop sold little replica towers of the tower in Tokyo where I had fought Kain. I bought one, including some gum and some picture frames for my pictures. I went to buy a ticket for a boat ride. The guy asked me where I wanted to go and I said, "Anywhere, but here." He looked at me and shook his head. He told me, "Hey kid, you look like you have all the worries in the world. This rides on me kid. Hop on." That's how I got on this boat. Now the rain has stopped and I'm on the boat deck all alone with no one that I know. This is my story. My name is Tenchi Masaki. Please do not forget me and do not make the mistake that I have made. I will always love my true love, Ayeka. THE END Author's notes: Well that's my story. I made mistake that Tenchi made in this story, which is why I'm in America now. I ran away from my true love because of another's jealousy. Never hide your feelings. Always let them out. No matter what anyone says, you live your life well and please consider what I've said. Don't end up like me or Tenchi portrayed in this story. Thank you. You can email me at j_djinn@yahoo.com. Thank you for your time.