Title: The Survivors’ Despair Author: Triny Crush Tenchi ran into his house as fast as he could, to try to escape the swarms of reporters. He’d been answering their questions all day with the same cheesy and now painful smile on his face. And although fame had given him a lot including money, a nice big house for him and Ryoko to live in, and a chance to get his story to the world... It made him miss the life he’d had. The life he’d had with a group of girls who changed him in every single way. The life that got slaughtered and contorted six years ago.... “Getting a little sick of the spot light?” came a sweet voice from the kitchen. Tenchi, though he’d been smiling for hours today, couldn’t help but grin as he closed the door quickly. Outside he could still hear news reporters and cameras snapping like crazy and he knew that if he’d spent another minute out there with the press that things would have gotten crazy. He was glad to be in his house. It was the only place he could get some peace any more! “Very funny.” he said as he slipped his shoes off and headed into the kitchen. Ryoko, his fiance’e was standing there next to the stove wearing the apron that they’d gotten last month, making some tea. “Maybe you should take a rest Tenchi. You do seem more stressed out than usual.” Tenchi wanted to laugh but his face was sore. Instead he let out a little giggle. “It’s not stress that’s bugging me. It’s those reporters. They just don’t seem to go away some times.” He walked up behind Ryoko and wrapped his arms around her waist. “I know what you mean. I got interviewed three times yesterday. They keep asking me the same questions too; ‘What’s it like to be married to a war hero?’” she finished imitating a reporter with a deep voice. Tenchi snickered. “I wouldn’t call myself a war hero.” Ryoko laughed in his embrace. “Me neither, but why’s that Tenchi?” “It just sounds kind of weird. I guess I’m not used to all of this yet.” With that Tenchi gave her a quick kiss on the cheek and walked out of the kitchen. He was tired and he was stressed out. Ryoko had read him like a book. “I’m gonna go take a rest.” he hollared with out turning around. Tenchi climbed the stairs to his bed room and paused in front of the door, then sighed. “They’re calling me a war hero now,” he began to no one in perticular. “ Why?! I didn’t do anything! I didn’t save the world from any one! I didn’t stop... Dante... All I did was survive! If any one should be called a war hero, it should be THEM. Ayeka, Kiyone, Mihoshi, Sasami, and Washu... They’re the ones who did everything! Ryoko and I just happened to be gone... And no one but us seem to understand! No one seems to understand it at all... The only way that everyone could get the whole story would be if I went into the lab and....” Tenchi paused and suddenly got a wild glint in his eye. Foreign panic and nervousness shot through out his body and unwillingly he took a few steps away from his bedroom door. “The lab” was a huge room on the third floor with every single old photograph, story, novel, diary, computer file, article of clothing, or possession belonging to either Sasami, Ayeka, Kiyone, Washu, or Mihoshi. It was like a personal memorial that Ryoko and Tenchi had made together right when they’d bought this house, and when ever he thought about it it gave him chills. The lab was the first thing they did back on Earth, aside from writing what happened into a book. That book was what made him so famous, though it wasn’t the best. Tenchi took a deep breath and nodded to himself. “Everyone can’t go on thinking that I’m some big hero when really, I’m not. They need to know what happened. ” he said aloud. “Wasn’t that what that stupid book accomplished?” came a voice from the stairs. Tenchi flinched and glanced toward the voice. Ryoko stood on the top step, a glass of tea in hand. “I ... uh.. thought I should bring it to you. But, I did think you’d rest in bed.” she mumbled with only half interest in the words she was saying. “Oh. Um, thanks.” Tenchi said. The panic and nervousness faded for the most part. Ryoko walked over to him and handed him the tea. “Ryoko, everyone knows what happened... because of the book... But...” he began. “But?” “But they just don’t seem to understand all of it.” Ryoko’s tail swayed back and forth a little bit, and she bit her lip, “What do you mean?” Tenchi took a sip of tea and leaned against the bed room door. “I just mean that I think we’ve gotta do something else... I mean, it doesn’ t really seem right to me, for us to take all of this praise and credit for things we didn’ t really do....” Ryoko’s stomache started to feel uneasy. She knew that the reporters and news people had been bugging him, but she didn’t think that it was this big of a deal to him. If they were really making her Tenchi feel guilty then she had a trick or two up her sleeve that she could use to scare them away. (Think about it, she can summon demons here!) “Ryoko I think I’m going to go look around in the lab... Do you want to come with me?” Ryoko hesitated. “I’ll come later...” she said in a quiet voice. ~~~~~~~~~ Tenchi stared around the room and he felt the memories come crawling back, dragging emotions not far behind. The walls were literally plastered with photographs. Tons of pictures of the life that Tenchi missed so much. Pictures of Sasami and Ryo-Ohki, of Mihoshi and Kiyone in their space police uniforms. Pictures of Ayeka looking elegent, and of Washu looking unique, typing on her computer, while sitting on a floating pillow... The memories came so fast it was like a rush. Like despair’s rush... Kiyone’s gun lay on a stool filled with Sasami’s old clothes. The two loyal log- like gaurdians whom protected Ayeka till the end now stood un-moving, un-active. They stood there in the corner, dead... But mostly, the room was full of Washu’s old laboratory equipment. Tenchi walked up to one of the computers and began hacking into a collection of files that were about the only things that could bring tears to his eyes anymore. He looked for about three hours at hyperlinks until he came to the one he’d been searching for. The intervies.... Before opening it, Tenchi glanced around the room briefly, taking an extra second or two to gaze upon each image he had of his old friends.. “So many memories...” He said before hitting the load button... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ryoko knocked on the lab door for a third time. She had the worst annoyed look ever known to life itself. He could at least respond. She set the tray of dinner she’d made for him down on the ground and teleported into the room. “Tenchi?” she called. He was at Washu’s old desk, his head resting on his folded up arms. She floated over to him and put a hand on his shoulder. Her golden eyes flickered with interest as she spied what he’d been doing. He’d been writing away at what appeared to be an other book. So far it was only a mere stack of twenty or thirty pages... Suddenly a light caught her eye and she turned to look at it. Washu’s last computer was on and an image of Sasami was on the screen. It looked like a video of some sort. Ryoko waited in silence as a creepy chill creeped up her back. “Sasami...” Washu’s Files: Loading... Data for Interview #1 completed: subject: Sasami I still don’t understand why you want me to explain how life is going for all of us, Washu. It’s not like there’ll be anyone left to hear this anyways! (two minute silence) Yes I understand... It’s been three years since Dante and Taylor’s attack. Tenchi’s house has long since been destroyed, so Washu and I’ve been staying in her third laboratory for shelter. She had a second one, but Dante found that one. Back then we had Kiyone with us still. But she stayed in the lab and fought him while Washu and I ran. We weren’t sure if she ever... survived... But we do know that Dante lived, through the fight that is... Washu doesn’t want me saying where exactly this lab is. I think she’s scared that Dante will find these files and learn all about our hiding places. But I don’ t know for sure. I also don’t know why Washu is making me do this interview! Especially if she’ s planning on not showing anyone. It just seems kind of pointless to me, that’s all. Let’s see... I remember that all the chaos started in the winter. Ryoko and Tenchi were away. I think my sister said something about her stealing him all for herself. I think they went some where in space but I’m not sure. They took Ryo-Ohki as a ship so that’s good. I’m glad Ryo-Ohki isn’t here to meet Dante or Taylor.... (Brief Silence) ... I am not getting off the topic Washu! Geez! Anyways, Mihoshi and Kiyone were staying over. They were on a vacation I think because they slept in late and Kiyone didn’t seem as stressed out as usual. I had to cook a lot for Mihoshi. Hehe, she ate so much back then. But um... It was just a normal winter day when it happened... (Error in Interview... Transmision failure... Losing deflection cloaking unit.... ) Ryoko winced, she didn’t even realize that her dangerous eyes were beginning to sting. She picked Tenchi up as gently as she could and began to hover towards the door. In the back round she could hear the same interview repeating itself. Tenchi, or perhaps even Washu, must have set it this way... Just as Ryoko was about to go through the door, she glanced at an old picture of Ayeka. Her eyes softened and she couldn’t help but smile. “It’s funny what a rival can mean to you in the future...” she thought to herself before leaving the room. Tenchi could finish this new book later... For now, Ryoko wanted to make sure that he didn’t force himself to get stuck in the past. She didn’t want him spending the rest of his time with her, living and re-living the despairing past. It’s funny in a way. She’d finally gotten to be with him. Tenchi Masaki and the legendary space pirate, Ryoko, together, finally... And yet in a way he wasn’t with her... “Tenchi, wake up. The reporters out side are driving me crazy, and if you don’ t do something about them, then you can bet your damn ass off that I’ll go out there and let a little ball of energy blast them out of the yard.” she said in the best annoyed voice she could conjure up, given the situation. Tenchi’s dark eyes snapped open and he looked up at her. “Ryoko? Why aren’t I in the...” “Tenchi, reporters, me, pissed off, now!” Tenchi yawned as she set him down and then rubbed his eyes saying, “I’ll go take care of them.” As he started walking down the hall Ryoko dropped the “normal” act and sighed deeply. That room, those haunting faces, were the only things now, besides the wonderful Tenchi Masaki, that could bring the greatest space pirate to tears. And those tears that that room caused, weren’t known by Tenchi. So in a way, she wasn’t totally with him either.... There has to be a way to change what happened. There just has to! And god damn it, she would find a way to do it! While Tenchi was busy with his truthful little book he was working on, Ryoko had her own plans. Plans to change the past and plans to patch up their mixed up present. She’d find a way.... To be continued.....