View from a Cave by Bob T. Mi-go (C) 2000, Robert J. Cannard Permission is hereby granted to reproduce by any means whatsoever provided the entire document is reproduced complete and unchanged and no charge is levied. That is, don't change it and don't sell it. Ryoko, Tenchi and co are the property of AIC and Pioneer. No challenge of any kind is intended to their intellectual property rights. This fanfic must be withdrawn from circulation if there is any objection from any legitimate rights holder. [The rooftop scene in OAV episode 1 has caused a lot of confusion over the years. Why exactly did Ryoko attack Tenchi? When the question was raised on the ryokoforever mailing list a couple of years ago, it became clear that in all the arguing, no-one was considering how the events appeared from Ryoko's own perspective, so of course no-one understood why she did what she did. So I wrote this second-person account. While this is only one of several possible interpretations, I think it works, altough a few of its ideas don't seem quite right in light of new knowledge. This is a slightly re-edited and updated version of the original email. OAV Ryoko is not human. She's over 5,000 years old; this gives her a different view of time. She's practically immortal, and can recover from almost any injury; she can survive untold levels of pain. She didn't have a childhood. She's been used by just about everyone she's known, and so doesn't know or understand how normal people relate to each other. She was brought up by a criminal mastermind who treated her as a defective toy, useful mainly for distracting others while he stole the goods. She was encouraged by him to think of people as commodities to be disposed of when no longer useful. Now put yourself in Ryoko's place and think about the situation from her point of view. Let's begin by turning the clock back 700 years...] At Kagato's command, you've just caused terrible destruction on Planet Jurai. Your mission failed...Kagato will punish you. But that's the least of your worries. You're being chased by the Crown Prince. His ship is stronger and faster than yours. He chases you down to Earth. Your ships crash. You fight...and he's a superior warrior, too. He impales you with his energy sword. It's the most painful thing you've ever experienced, not merely the pain of impalement but the agony that you've come to associate with Jurai energy. He confiscates your precious gems...the sense of loss is overwhelming. And yet, as you lose consciousness, there's a sense of freedom also, as Kagato's control over you is broken. Now, Yousho has imprisoned you in a cold, dark cave. This is a new kind of cold; not the cold of space, which you could simply shrug off, but an internal cold, the cold of hypothermia. You have been given barely enough energy to stay alive, and even maintaining your body temperature has become tasking. Seven hundred years pass. You're bored. Very bored. So bored that there aren't adjectives to describe it in any language. The only thing of any interest in all that time is the appearence of a young boy who, unlike everyone else, can see you. And he's not afraid. You like him. (New sensation. What does it mean to like someone?) You want out of the cave. You see him chasing dragonflies, and you want to play with him (play? What does it mean to play? Kagato never allowed you to play.) But you can't get out. You make a plan...you'll start saving up tiny amounts of the precious energy your jailer allows you, and when you have enough, you'll burst your bonds. It'll hurt...it'll be agony, because your body will be short on energy and won't be able to sustain itself. But the one thing you have in abundance is determination, and you do it. The boy's mother dies. (Mother? What's so special about a mother? You didn't have a mother...at least, you can't remember having one.) He comes to your cave entrance, crying his heart out. You experience another new emotion: compasssion. (Where did that come from? Certainly not from Kagato.) You want to comfort him, to touch him, to hug him, to tell him it's alright and that you're there with him. But you can't. You put your astral hand on his head but he doesn't notice. He can't see you any more. Years pass. The boy grows into a handsome young man. You've almost got enough energy to break out of the cave...soon, you can be his friend. (Friend? What's a friend? You've never had a friend. There was Ryo- Ohki - is that what a friend is? You don't know and you can't ask her. It's been 700 years since you've been able to talk to her.) Then a miracle happens. While travelling in your astral form to the cave entrance, you pass the young man; he doesn't seem to notice the ball of light floating past him. Somehow, he's managed to get into the cave. You see that the gate at the entrance is open. He's come for you! You rush back to your physical body at the bottom of the cave (again, your rescuer doesn't notice the passing ball), and you prepare to greet him. The young man arrives in the innermost part of the cave. If you still had lungs, you'd be breathless with anticipation. He kneels beside the pool that imprisons you. You reach up, grasp his hand, pull yourself up. With your decayed body, the effort required is enormous, but you do it. You look into his eyes and see... Terror. What's wrong? He never used to be afraid. What's frightening him now? You move closer. You try to hug him, to kiss him, to tell him what you wanted to say a decade earlier: It's alright, I'm here. But you can't. Your lungs and vocal chords have rotted. Only a ghastly wheeze emerges. Then pain. You remember that pain. It's the pain of Jurai energy, the same pain that impaled you all those centuries past. He's carrying that sword, and he's struck you with it. In your agony you can't tell that he doesn't understand what happened, that the contact was not deliberate. All you know is that the young man you love, who should have been your Prince Charming, who should have rejoiced to set you free, is wielding the same weapon that defeated you before. You've been hurt again, this time by the one you love. The sense of betrayal is more than you can handle. He runs. He's fleeing from you. He was terrified of you. He's just like the others, to him you're just a monster to run from. Worse, he's allied with your enemies. You thought he would be a friend, but he's just another bastard. You expected him to bring you love, instead he brought you more pain. Well, pain is one thing you know well. Your rage at being mistreated yet again comes to the boil. You're out of the cave now. For the first time in centuries, you're surrounded with nature's energy. You draw on it, you patch up your body. Your feelings are mixed up; you don't know whether you want to love him or kill him. So you prepare a special battle costume for the occasion. It gives you total freedom of movement. It covers you, yet allows you to show off as much as you want when you want. Whichever way things go, you'll be ready with your new fighting-flirting outfit. You find him sleeping on the school's roof. When he awakes, you confront him. You want to be sure he realises how much suffering you've been through. You talk to him. He claims it wasn't his fault but admits to being related to the hated Yousho. He's still giving you mixed signals. And so you attack. You're still not quite sure of him. You still love him. You don't want to kill him, not yet. Not until you're sure beyond a shadow of a doubt that he's your enemy, something you don't want to believe. But you're going to find out which side he's really on, and whichever way it turns out, you're going to make sure he appreciates how badly you've been treated, and just how angry you are. Thus begins the most confused, mixed-up, half-baked, comical yet destructive fight scene in anime. END - OR BEGINNING